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He’s my friend for so long. I had a boyfriend when we met each other. We became good friends until we end our communication because of school and a year ago, he suddenly came up to me and I was so shocked I never thought that we we’re still going to see each other again. So we talked a lot of things and he confessed that he likes me before and until now I didn’t know about that. Anyway so as the day goes by the deeper our friendship was. He courted me and we became lovers. From that moment, all I know was he is going to be my future man because I didn’t find him; I didn’t look for him, he just came into my life out of no where so I thought that he might be the one. But then I was wrong, I can say that he’s not that mature enough to handle a relationship. He keeps on saying that he’s already mature even though he still plays online games. But I can’t see it; he’s not exerting efforts at all. And his studies are his reasons. I totally understand but I’m also working, I’m busy at all time and yet I can still manage to have time for him but If he feels sleepy he will sleep even though we’re still talking and that’s what I hate about him, he’s not giving me any importance. Maybe he’s not just the right one for me. I did everything, I sacrificed a lot just to understand his situation but I just can’t take it anymore. God told me that there are a lot of men out there who will love me not the way he loved me. Or should I say, was I ever loved by him? I really don’t know.
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